pleh.

the traffic jam today was so bad i was stuck with my dad in the car worrying and listening to him sing yue liang dai biao wo de xin. sing? more like..okay never mind.

wanted to cross the drain thing and climb over the other thing but my dad was like are you crazy? do you see anyone else doing that?

well anyway was pretty boring. walked around visiting people and just about died in the heat, then went to steal the primary's shaded seat at the back but soon got chased down one step, later two steps, and later back to our usual seat. sigh.

today i had a weird dream. was reading changeling for the twentith time when i fell asleep, not surprising haha.

anyway. in the dream i was at this weird school with some people, cant rmb who. then my teeth were like too big for my mouth and it hurt alot so i was trying to get my top set of teeth on top of my bottom set of teeth like usual so it wouldnt hurt but just really couldnt, cos they were of different sizes and esp the top right sharp one, which was really big, so when i finally nearly succeeded the sharp teeth broke and some other teeth fell out into my hand and there was blood all over so i really needed to go to the bathroom, so i ran around the school asking for where the toilet was but the people were so strange, they wouldnt tell me.

then all of a sudden i was at a hotel room with my family, but it was somewhat like my house. then there was this really weird alienish guy that looked human that came to attack us, i cant really rmb but it was sososo scary. and so my mom went out to get this alien protector thing that looked like those really big fire cans thing that had this calculator thing that kept counting down. then she went out again. then the guy came again, and with this injection sringe thing. and then he went to inject my sis who was sitting on the bed nearest the door with my dad, and me and my borother were sitting on the other bed. then he took out from his pocket a tie with keys. you know the tie i hang my home keys on. he gave me this really chilling out of the corner of your eye look, as if challenging me saying "wonder how i got this?" and there was this scary explosion in me then i went to hide behind my father saying "dad..." but somehow my dad suddenly changed and he was talking and laughing and saying"aiyah, never mind lah jie." so i got very very freaked cos the guy was coming to the next bed to inject my brother and i, so i slipped off the bed to the door area hoping they wouldnt think anything. then i went to the door and i heard the countdown, it was 58, 59 60, and somehow i knew it meant something, and it did. the bulb on the door started flashing red and i opened to door and went out. heard noises inside and started panicking very very badly so i pressed the lift and somehow it was already on the 14th floor, but i was panicking so bad i forgot how to use the lift and i was panicking, panicking...

then i suddenly got up, like shot up from my sleep with my heart beating fast and my breathing rapid and there was this explosion inside me which faded away and left me with the sentence its only a dream. it was really scary. i mean i know people always write in compositions "i found out it was only a dream" but never really experienced it before, but this time it came in such an impact i didnt even know i was thinking it, it was so scary. walked out and i felt like crying and dying